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i'm jay




commission me

like i’m always thinking about whether i should just give up on it already cuz it’s never going to be anything other then a hobby but the idea of tossing away years is scary but i’m going to have to give up on it eventually. i don’t recommend having aspirations while being poor and mentailly ill to anyone.

sometimes it’s nice that my parents believe in me wanting to be an artist but then it’s frustrating that they think that i can just enter the field as is w/o any formal education or any real skill. like sure i’ll just go become a graphic designer or a comic artist or a cartoonist Right Now b/c all u need to make it is Hard Work b/c apparently i have not been working hard enough or something like being a self taught artist in poverty is not incredibly frustrating and what feels a huge waste of time. i am just not trying hard enough. Thanks Mom and Dad!

im gonna start mtmte tonight i think ariel keeps tlaking about cute robots and i want to see them for myself… i wanna finish tfp and start gen 1 too. there is so much to consume.



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GoFundMe is allowing a campaign for people to donate money to Darren Wilson, the cop who killed Michael Brown in Ferguson, MO.

When called on this, and how it violates their ToS, GoFundMe’s response was to delete the hateful, disgusting, racist comments from the donations. They refused to end the campaign. Apparently it is only “promoting hate, violence, racial intolerance, or the financial exploitation of a crime” if people can see the deplorable sentiments behind the donations. Somehow deleting the evidence of those sentiments magically changes what those donations are for: rewarding a police officer for killing Michael Brown.

This is absolutely a direct violation of GoFundMe’s ToS, yet GoFundMe is refusing to act. These are people giving money to an individual that gunned down an unarmed black teen. He is profiting from this killing, and it directly promotes racial intolerance and violence. There is no reason why GoFundMe should allow this campaign to continue…

… Except that GoFundMe gets 5% of the cut. In this case, 5% of 235k is $12,500. GoFundMe and Darren Wilson both are profiting off the killing of Michael Brown, and GoFundMe has decided they’d rather take their cut of the money than follow their own ToS. $12,500 is apparently what it takes to abandon justice.

Please, join in the boycott of GoFundMe, and consider signal boosting this.

Thank you.

Go fund me has done other shitty things as well.

i need more friends w/ psychosis b/c honestly it just sucks feeling so alone in this stuff and knowing that there is a good chance that people w/o psychosis think of me negatively. and it’s hard to connect w/ anyone w/o it b/c i hide it b/c i’m afraid. it sucks.